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sicko I've been sick over the last couple days. I guess it really started over the weekend with a cough. Just a cough. I felt fine otherwise. But by end of day on Monday, I was starting to not feel so good. And when I woke up on Tuesday morning, I felt wretched and called in. I wrote Pam an email regarding a project my boss had told me to tell her about. She wasn't happy about having to come in--she'd decided to take the day off, but hadn't cleared it with anyone. Must be nice to just decide when to work. She's always late--calling and saying, "Oh, I've got to get gas...or stop at the pharmacy..." or whatever. There's always an excuse. Maybe I'm weird, but I take care of those things on my own time. Anyway, she expressed her displeasure at Tom asking her to take care of this project...it needed to be completed by end of day on the 1st. I'm feeling better today. Didn't start out that way this morning, but at the end of the day, I am feeling better. Still have a snot factory going on, but it's getting better. Tried to watch "Martian Child" this evening, and it looks like it's a very good movie, but I fell asleep. :( I'll have to give it a go again tomorrow. I've been hearing a lot of stories about people's relationships falling apart. A girl I walked to kindergarten with was with her husband for almost 13 years--only married for 6 of those years, but still..13 years. And her reason for their split--they just grew apart. That scares me. I talked to Artboy about that last week...that when I take those vows and marry him, that to me, it's forever (unless he becomes abusive). And it bothers me how quickly people just decide to leave. Marriage isn't easy, and it takes work. And if you start to grow apart, then you work at coming back together. And I realize that this takes two people to put things back together...and I guess that's what scares me. Is Artboy the kind of person who would fight to keep us together? or would he just leave? He says that he takes his vows seriously and that he's in it for the long haul. I never really had this fear before. I don't like it. |